June 3, 2013
Journal entry

          This is Ralph again. I feel like I should be continuing this journal in memory of Piggy. We went through so much and he has always been on my side. I wish I could have done something to stop all this nonsense. I liked Piggy for his fatness and for his kindness. If they would of listened to us in the first place, we wouldn't even be here right now. We would of all been rescued right now. No one would be dead. I would think that we would be bathed and in fresh clothes eating pastries and drinking tea. Piggy would be with his aunt. She would be so happy to see him safe and not injured.
          Seeing Piggy on the ground bleeding to death gave me the feeling of a heart attack. I was crying inside but at the same time scared because I was thinking about what the others would do to me. Would they kill me too? Poor Piggy, he had no real childhood or good memories other than the ones on the island which led to his death. Hopefully God will keep him in His hands forever and ever. I can't wait to see him up in Heaven. But until then I will continue writing in this journal everyday until my time comes. I know that Piggy, Simon, and God are watching over me and hopefully the others that they make good decisions.

5/28/2013
                   Why don't anyone listen to me. I mean lets get back to reality. What is everyones problem?
I don't like how all of us turn on each other. We shoulda just listened to Ralph because he had the conch right? We voted right? Its ridiculous and we are acting like demented children. This is not what my aunt woulda wanted and hopefully the other parents would of thought the same thing. Now that Simons dead I can't think right. Was Simon really the beast? It feels like my brain is shutting the door to all of the past. But clearly it is something to worry about. He did nothing wrong! Sometimes I think "What if I were dead?" What would happen to the rest? Would everyone else be saved? So many questions are going through my mind and on top of that the other tribe is turning on Ralph and I and the littleuns.
                   I am very hungry and scared to hunt because of the other tribe. I hate living in fear! Its pointless. We are all people not animals. My glasses broke and everyone keeps laughing and making fun of me for it. I wish my ant was here to take care of me and all of our problems on this island. She would fix it! a few days later, I found that my glass were stolen. I new exactly who did it. That mean ol' Jack and his stupid tribe. I wanted to punch him so bad. Ralph and I are planning a way to get it back. But for now i had to rely on Ralph to be my sight. Ralph was actually being nice and sticking up for me.
Ralph speaking...
      I found piggy's journal and wanted to thank him for all of his risks and responsibilities he took on at this island. It really meant a lot to me especially when he stayed on my side of the island and did not betray me. Its really been good knowing him. As I should tell you Piggy was run over by a big boulder and was smashed to death down the mountain rolling into the calming sea. I feel like he is in a better place than I am now.
                      Love,
                          Ralph

May 20, 2013

         For the past couple of hours I have been watchin' Ralph and Simon struggle on makin' huts. It's actually kinda funny watching them get angry. They just kept fallin' down by the wind. None of us are helping' except Simon. He is such a teachers pet! I have been playing in the salty water almost all day. It actually seems pretty nice and refreshin'. I feel so free! Ralph is gettin' angrier and angrier. He said that we talk a good game in the meetings but we don't  actually do it. We kinda just watch. Now i was gettin' confused. Wasn't  the hunting crew suppose to find us food? That didn't happen!
        That night I see Simon wander throughout the jungle. He was alone which made me feelin' suspicious after he got the fruit from the tree for the littuns. I followed him. While I was wandering I saw many big trees and pretty plants. It was very peaceful and relaxing. Simon sat down and was looking to see if anyone followed him. Thank God he didn't see me or I would be in big trouble. I sat there in peace!
        The days seemin' to get hotter and hotter. We all seem to be seein' things in the water which is very bizarre. I have been eatin' many fruits of different colors and it is getting kinda boring just thinking about them. It has been giving me diarrhea and stomach aches. I have been waken up in the middle of the night having nightmares about the beastie and wonderin' if it hunts at night. Maybe thats why I have been waking up in the middle of the night. I built many sandcastles but find them destroyed by Roger and Maurice. I helped Jack camouflage his face for his big hunt to kill the pig. Yummm! I have been waitin' for some meat!
       Me and Ralph see a ship but I also noticed that the signal fire went out. We tried to keep the fire going but it was too late and the ship didn't find us. My heart was a poundin' but then broken . Jack and Ralph have finally came. WITH FOOD! They a finally killed the pig. I was singing and dancin' along to the chant they sung coming out of the forest. They put the pig on a long walking stick. I was so into the song I didn't even here what ralph was sayin'. The next thing  know i got slapped across the face. My lens fell out. I WAS MAD!

May 13, 2013

         My plane had crashed. BOOM! 

         I have been quite worried without my auntie not being here. I feel alone and scared and most importantly lost. I came across a boy named Ralph who is little older than I am. He seems to be very powerful and handsome. I could tell this by the way he was standin'. He is so perfect and I am so not perfect. 

          I hate it when everyone calls me fat. I wish I was like Ralph and I wish I could fit into my clothes without bulgin' out with my big tummy showin'. It was embarrassin'. I smelt like a dead rat covered in sweat and sand. But I guess we all were. 

       Ralph and I found many other people on the island. Like Eric and Sam. They were twins, but really young. Then came along Simon and the choir. Ralph and a couple others went to explorin' tryin' to figure out if this place actually was an island. I wanted to go but Ralph made me stay back and give everyone names. And of coarse Ralph got to take the magical conch wit him. But what was the point of me givin' everyone names anyway. Don't they already have names. But Ralph trusts me and I trust him as my leader so I will obey his orders. It was hard tryin' to get everyones attention. They were all on the mean, fat comments again. I couldn't get them to shut up and was very annoyin'.  We all felt free because of no parents or adult supervision around. They all ran on the sand like a bunch of savages. It felt kinda good.